Longing to be Your’s
Today I am writing to you
To tell you what I am going through.
I know I am in love with you,
And yes I finally could speak it through…
Though it took me years to express my feelings
Which I kept supressed with my longings.
But could never reciprocate to you
As I feared of losing the friend I knew.
Today I don’t fear the loss
As I am only destined to one side of the toss
Its not a game that I am looking for
As I am sure to love the person I adore.
I want to walk the streets of life
With you I feel awake and alive
I know you don’t share the same feeling as mine
And I don’t blame you for this anytime
Because it took me a while to confess my love forever
To understand my truest feeling which I had ever
My heart chose you to be the one it belongs to
To get drenched in your love and drench you in my love too.
And that’s my story I am living in at present
Unknown to whether your side of the tale is happiness or
lament
All these years you waited without expectations
And destiny wants me to learn my lessons.
You find me complex when I am impatient
You call me coward because I want to be dependant
You think of differences when I am ready for adjustment
You distance me away when I desire for commitment
And you hold me responsible to never hold you along
Never thinking for once that I have also been alone
It has not been easy for me all this while
To keep struggling with the reality with a smile
But all I get to hear from you somehow
Is that your love for me doesn’t exist now
I smile thinking how I wished to be loved by you
Even when the world turns its back and I am left with a few
I believed you will be there what happens nomatter
But its true that reality designs a different platter.
You are left only with complains about me
You don’t understand me neither do you long to be
And that’s my reality I realized finally
I had really been dreamy and silly
You don’t love me anymore and neither will you ever
Its just an excuse of time that you seek as a favour.
Yes I have longed to be yours forever
But I should let you go tearing you away from my shelter
As you don’t belong to me anymore
And you left me long before, on the shore
With the waves and the sand and sky all around me
But not you whom I long to see.
Is this a lesson you are teaching me
Or a way to let yourself free.
I let you go with wishes of happiness
And today I step out of your life wishing you success.
